Semi inspired to write or script or whatever this thing is. I can’t get too much into the main idea but its an assortment of short stories that tie together in the end. I suck at writing if anyones willing to help i’d love to work with you.
[ The sun begins to set and the clouds begin to vanish from the sky itself. The same rise and fall motions that result into day and night are taken for granted, but on this particular sun fall Charles Gaspard had something else awaiting the nightfall. His nights usually long and filled with countless hours in front of a computer screen in a dimly lit room were being replaced with none other than a night out with of beautiful girl. Charlie had been eagerly awaiting this friday, nervous and filled with ambition he finally descended from his lair downstairs and straight out the front door. He got into his car and checked the rearview mirror multiple times to make sure his hair was just right and his clothing wasn’t too wrinkled. As he began to depart on his voyage across town he couldn’t help but feel an overwhelming sense of anxiousness. The city he drove through was no quiet city, its streets were vociferous filled with rampaging cars and buses. Crosswalks were flooded with the traffic of frequent club and bar patrons. It was as if the streets of the city were the vain’s of a heart and each and every person their own unique blood cell. Charles couldn’t help but daydream as his journey to his dates house was squandered by this pitfall of traffic and blood cells. Green. The light had flashed and the cars began to take off commuting down the cities passages. At last Charles had arrived at his destination, he pulls out his cell phone and begins to text his date but the front door swung open and down the hill of a sidewalk she came. He quickly gets out nearly stumbling and makes his way to open the passenger door for her. She was gorgeous, he couldn’t help but keep his attention on her. After a few awkward seconds of silence she finally spoke. “Hi Charlie!” His heart melted at the very dissonance of her voice. ]
Let me know what you think, more to come soon. (hopefully)
1. I am an advocate of mostly electronic of all kinds of music.
2. I am a very lazy person. I enjoy being social, but sometimes I’m so lazy that I wont go out.
3. Love art, like every kind of it I hope someday I can be paid to draw or paint.
4. I am incredibly competitive. I take pride at how good I am at something. But not in a cocky way.
5. I’m an incredibly jealous person, but I never show it.
6. I thrive off of feedback, compliments, likes, pokes, reblogs, and comments. I guess i’m an attention whore but I don’t make it obvious.
7. Hopes and dreams are to be able to die and never be forgotten.
8. I can’t stand people. Like other than the people I know. I feel like everyone else is an idiot.
9. My friends and family are important to me. But at the end of the day its all about me.
10. I don’t want to die alone. Or at all for that matter.
A lot has happened in the past couple of months, but in a sort of way nothing has really happened. Taking the semester off, therapy, constant flow of work, started playing yugioh again, quit my job, applied to 35 places and only heard from one, rehired myself back at McDonalds, and moved out of my house in which I have lived in for basically my whole life.
So now I’m still stuck in a rut. Looking for a new job, new experiences, and goals. I’m constantly refreshing my Facebook and Tumblr in hopes of some sort of person contacting or conversing with me. I spend way more time than I should playing video games but its been that way forever. Its just that now I don’t go to school or really have a well playing job. I feel like I’m closer to the people that I know online over games rather than my actual group of friends that I see on a day to day basis. So I’m essentially that 20 year old kid that lives in their parents basement. Who wants to move out anyways, fuck that shit its mad expensive.
I want to be as competitive with everything that I can. Its what I thrive off of, attention and winning. So here is to the next upcoming months in a new house with a new perspective. Talk to me more about interesting things I guess.