There is so much in my life I wish I had done. Too nostalgic latley, I keep harping on the past and longing to go back in time. What the fuck? Am I stupid? Like, thats fucking dumb. I will never be any younger than I am right now. I can’t go back or change whats happened. The sooner I can accept that the sooner I can actually decide to move forward, but I dont even know where forward is. Sure i’m back in school, if you even want to call it that. I’m pretty sure I’m going to quit my job. I fucking hate it there, and its just continually made shit worse. Its note even good hours or pay. I’ll live. I really am lucky that my parents are so generous pretty sure i’d be dead if they weren’t. I’ll live..hopefully.
I just need to find forward.